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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
9:54 pm	Just....typing.... Weight sucks. Why can't everyone in the world weigh exactly the same..be the same height..not have to worry about getting fat or being too thin.. "Does this shirt hide my pooch?" "My size large swimsuit still makes my side fat hang over the sides." The only shirt I feel 100% comfortable in is my work shirt..it's baggy enough to hide the fat around my middle...until I put the apron on, that is. I'm so scared I'm going to end up like my mom and her sisters, and my grandma and my uncle...each one over 300 pounds. You say I don't have to worry about it...I'm skinny now, just concnetrate on staying this way now. I'll tell you what! My mom, aunt and grandma were all as small as I am now at my age, if not smaller. Now look at them! 25 years later and you'd never guess they once looked like me. I'm just so scared.... (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
10:08 pm	Pissed off! >:-( This makes no sense at all. I told my best friend in the world something that I had done, and he practically bit my head off for it. Today, I find out that he did the exact same thing, and more. He went and did the exact same thing that he had told me not to do. How hypocritical is that? I don't need anyone commenting on this, or asking what was done, or if they can help or whatever. So please don't. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
8:11 am	updating..finally... i know i haven't written in quite some time, and there's alot that's gone on. for starters, yesterday two people from the Jeff Co sherrif place came by our house (while i was supposed to be at school, but i was sick so i stayed home), and they wanted to ask me and my mom some questions. apparently someone got a call about me not eating and being mal-nourished or however you spell it, and that my living area wasn't healthy... GRR! My guess is that someone from school called and said that. The only reason I think that is because I don't eat while I"m at school. I can't, 'cause I don't have a lunch period..and trust me, if i did have a lunch period then i would eat. I'm sick and tired of people always thinking that i don't eat just because i'm thin and have a fuckin fast metabolsim. i hate people talking about me behing my back and making false accusations. another big thing that happened since i last wrote (i don't even remember what i wrote about last..) is that my uncle was found guilty on all charges. remember way back to last january when i first started using livejournal? well...they've finally held a trial and he was found guilty. i don't remember what exactly the charges were, but i know that they're not good. they'll sentance him in march i think..anyway, maybe i'll write how that goes. maybe not. depends on how i feel about it. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
2:08 pm	Yesterday didn't even feel like Christmas. Dad woke everyone up at 7:30 for presents. Usually it's the kids that wake the parents up, right? Last year he woke us up at 5am to open presents... Anyway, so we opened presents, and that took only 15 mins. After that we all just kinda went off and did whatever...As I said before, it didn't even feel like Christmas. I guess because my cousins weren't over. The stupid old bat we call an aunt (the one the girls are living with) doesn't even want us to know where she lives..she doesn't even want us to have her phone number. Here's what I got: -portable RCA cd player -Hilary Duff's cd..Hilary Duff -a purse made from a burlap rice bag -slippers -six containers of new beads -a cat windchime -sweatpants and matching sweatshirt (they were way too big for me so i gave them to my grandma) -a $25 gift card to Borders -pants that actuall fit me right... I think that's it. It seems like there should be more, though... Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Fly - Hilary Duff (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
6:41 pm	bored.... Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results Warmth |||||||||||||||||| 54% Intellect ||||||||||||||| 46% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 46% Aggressiveness ||||||||| 30% Liveliness ||||||||| 30% Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 46% Sensitivity ||||||||||||||| 50% Paranoia |||||||||||| 34% Abstractness ||||||||||||||| 50% Introversion ||||||||||||||| 46% Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Perfectionism |||||||||||| 38% Tension ||||||||||||||| 46% Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf) personality tests by similarminds.com Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and childish your naive nature only enhances how truly cute you are! You may come off as too childish but only because your not burdened with all the rules and regulations of adulthood. You are carefree most of the time spending your days playing tag or naming all the clouds you see in the sky. You are generally kind to everyone because you have lots of love and happiness to share! Making friends comes easy because they strive for the innocence you possess but be careful, being as nice and kind hearted as you are people will try to manipulate your nature if they have not already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to their standards although I doubt anyone could. .::=What type of Mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizilla Chamomile Tea... You are Chamomile Tea. Your an original! Helpful to anyone in need and always willing to lend a hand, you take action but not through violence, people listen to you for you have a knack for giving wonderful advice! Many look up to you and you try your best not to let them down. You have many friends steadfast or no who consider themselves lucky to be near you. You may have been hurt in the past but you dont let that stand in your way! You have a wonderful outlook on life and try to see the good in people which is an awesome gift! What type of Tea are you? {-With Anime Pictures!-} brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
6:13 pm	Mom: That movie with Patrick Swazy is on tonight. Aunt Janice: I know. Mom: You know why I say that, right? Me: 'cause mom thinks he's a looker. Mom: I don't think it, I know it. Me: *nearly falls off the chair laughing* Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
12:11 pm	You are Oshira-Sama (Radish God)! You are the strong silent type. You may be intimidating to some people, but you are a gentle giant. Those you watch over are in good hands. Which Spirited Away character are you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 20th, 2004
5:47 pm	random quizes...^^ Which Band Should You Be In? by couplandesque Your Name Band Name Jimmy Eat World Role Drummer Trademark Massive Amounts Of Eyeliner Love Interest The Drummer Quiz created with MemeGen! Does that mean I have a love interest with myself...? Current Mood: creative (Comment on this)
4:27 pm	lol Just a snipet of a conversation I had with a friend that I thought was great XD Me: me and my brother's dog http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/photo/3358_1100730908.jpg Shane: awwww :3 Shane: its a bitch! *snicker* Me: huh? Shane: female dong >.> Shane: *dog! O.O Me: i know what it means, why'd you say it though? Shane: just tryign to be cute, sorry im in a good mood Shane: and im actually awake Me: *lightbulb goes off* if you're talking 'bout the dog in my lap, that's a boy dog ^^;; Shane: it is? Me: *nods* his name is Hank Shane: but... Me: what? Shane: doesnt "look" male >.> Me: i could take a pic of him laying on his back if you don't believe me >< Shane: nono its fine =P Shane: i used to have a male dog, and... well Shane: some things are kinda had to miss, but... Me: yeah Shane: Ooohh >< Shane: hes fixed isnt he? Me: i guess it's just the way his fur was Me: yeah Shane: *slaps his head* Shane: now i feel like afool talking about a dogs crotch Shane: with a girl of all people >.> Me: rofl Current Mood: cold Current Music: Queen (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
10:14 am	You are... Greg Who Are You? (CSI Quiz - My Version) brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
10:02 pm	Be An Anime Character by mangacatgirl Character Name Eyes Red Hair Long Blonde Wispy Hair Fashion Style Frilly, Cutesy Clothing Attitude Ditzy Role Hero Quiz created with MemeGen! (Comment on this)
Monday, November 8th, 2004
7:14 pm	The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Extreme Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) High Level 2 (Lustful) Very Low Level 3 (Gluttonous) Low Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Very Low Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very Low Level 7 (Violent) Low Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Moderate Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Very Low Take the Dante's Inferno Test (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 6th, 2004
7:38 am	We're going to the temple this morning to do Baptisims for the Dead. I'm so excited for it! I haven't done that since we went to Utah. *wanders off to get ready* Current Mood: good (Comment on this)
Friday, November 5th, 2004
3:57 pm	I got my progress report today: Economics: C Chorale: A Computer Apps: A Chem Comm: A TA Grad Center: A Jewelry: A Creative Food: A Now I just have to pull that C up to an A and I'll be good ^^ Well, I'm good now. I like my grades, but I think that I could do better in Economics. I don't feel sick anymore. Well, mostly I don't feel sick anymore. My stomach still hurts every now and then but not for very long. Current Mood: determined (2 Comments |Comment on this)
6:28 am	I've been sick since Saturday, so I've stayed home from school this past week. When dad came home from work last night(around 5:30), I went into his room to watch tv with him like I always do, and you'll never believe what he said to me! Dad: Did you go to school today? Me: No, I felt really sick, but I'm going to try to go tomorrow. Dad: You didn't go yesterday, or Tuesday, or Monday. Me: I felt really sick. I couldn't go. Dad: You must not want to graduate. Me: *says nothing* Dad: Go to bed When I told mom about it, she said that he had a migrane, or however you spell that. Maybe it's just me and my strange way of thinking, but if he had a migrane, he didn't have to be so mean to me. It's not my fault that I got sick, and believe me, I did -not- want to miss that much school. So, I'm going today. The only reason I'm going is to get all that stupid work that I missed so I can work on it this weekend. *sighs heavily* Current Mood: sick Current Music: Bycicle Race - Queen (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
8:59 pm	We got a standing ovation at the choir concert tonight! Current Mood: good Current Music: Song of America (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
3:29 pm	I hate school. I would be fine if I didn't have to go back. It's not senioritius, because I just downright hate school. I hate the people there (except for a few people), and no one (except for a few people) talks to me, or notices me. It's elementary school all over again, and I hate it. Amy, Caroline, Cassie and my brother are the only ones who I have had an actual conversation with. I don't even think that anyone noticed that I wasn't there these past two days, and I don't think that anyone would notice if I just stopped showing up to sit with everyone in the mornings and just dissapeared into the library. I don't care anymore, though. Sure, I'm tired of it, but I don't care anymore. I think from now on I'm just going to dissapear into the back corner of the library and do whatever..read or draw or something. Current Mood: angry (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
8:14 pm	O.O! *stunned silence* I'm on the honor roll.. Current Mood: shocked (Comment on this)
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
10:18 am	Alright so I just thought of something to write in here. Yesterday, this girl in my choir class, Jenna, lost her purse. She was so upset about it, and couldn't find it anywhere. This morning I found it in C hall at school so I took it to Mrs. V, the choir teacher, and she took it up to Jenna. The only thing I don't like about it is that Mrs. V pointed me out in class and told everyone...Sure, it was a nice thing to do, but I didn't want everyone to know about it or to be in the spot light during class... (Comment on this)
10:13 am	So, I haven't written in here much lately. Okay, so not at all. *shrugs* I guess there just hasn't really been much to write about recently. Current Mood: scared Current Music: Malice Mizer (Comment on this)